so everything was different than they always had been now, and I can't even pick the right things from the wrong ones.every way feels so empty and not worth to walk on it.its like there are too many candies in the old man's hand but I'm only allowed to get one and I'm not gonna get it because if I get it I'll be not having the other ones.as long as I have the possibility to have every each one of them, I'm happy.but if I choose one and leave the others as an impossible chance....This is so stupid I know I can't keep avoiding things.i can't stop myself from going to that guy and saying hi just because I believe that things gonna get all messy eventually.i can't keep myself from enjoying the possible conversations with him just because of the chance of things get ruined.but I do somehow somewhat.and it does bother me when I write about it but it doesn't bother me when I'm actually doing it.i don't have limits but I love having borders that I put around me.sounds very psychopath I know.but what does even that mean you know.who is psychopath and who decides that some people are psychopath.what is normal ? Why are the man that goes to his work and gets some food after the work for his family is normal but the guy with all these dreams and passion making him little overreact is not.i dont get it.or maybe I'm trying to cover my broken sanity.
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sosyalizme eski erkek arkadasi yuzunden böyle takintili olan kiz felsefi dusuncelerden devlet kurar aklinda. halbu ki hic umut yok 'denen yerlerde yine de yurumeyi seven insanlara yollar yapilir. biz biraz yorulmussak bana burda oldugunu söyle olmasan da inanirim. halktaki tum paranin bittigi yerde baslayan bir devlete bagli yasiyorsun ama birine baglanamiyorsun. her sey yine çok cirkin. Melis Erdoğan |
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